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Come and Journey with me!! On June 17, 2012 I became a Novice with the Sisters of St. Joseph of Northwestern Pennsylvania. Follow me as I travel to the Federation Novitiate in Chicago and beyond.

Thursday, August 9, 2012

It's all about the boat!





“It’s all about the boat!” That is a favorite saying of one of my friends on the journey. I’ve been finding myself getting more nervous about heading to Chicago as the time gets nearer. This morning I got a God sized bop on the head, which knocked some sense into me.  You see, today’s Gospel was about Peter and the disciples being out on the sea in not so great conditions when Jesus appeared to them.  Wondering if it really was him, Peter asks Jesus to tell him to come to him on the water. Imagine Peter's surprise when he does! That is, until he lost sight of Jesus and his goal and fell into the water.  So too, when I take my eyes off of my loving Creator it is then that I fall.   That is not to say that it is easy to stay focused without getting scared, but with prayer and by taking time to just “be” it is easier to keep my eyes focused on God who is calling.  This day I find myself especially blessed to have many wonderful friends in and out of the Congregation who call me to task and help me keep my focus where it should be when it wavers.



And so, I thought I’d also share a reflection on the boat and what it says to me today:




All about the boat
that it is for me today
trusting as I walk.

Walk on unknown ground,
trusting in what I can’t see
finding that I can.

Trust God’s leading glance,
knowing he will uphold me
through all that will be.

Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Reflecting....


As I prepare to enter the Canonical year of my novitiate with the Sisters of St. Joseph, I find myself reflecting on where I am on this journey.  One of the ways I  do my best reflecting is by writing poetry. Some who know me well  have often encouraged me to share my poetry with the world as it is one of my gifts. So, as I prepare to move onward, here are some of my reflections in poem form.



Who am I to be?
One who will reach out in love;
seeing other’s worth.

Could it be that I,
Struggling though I might be
has much to give?

Give of self and heart;
that is what I am called to,
meeting all in love.

Moving onward now;
is what I am called to do,
resting in God’s heart.

Gift I am to be
reaching out to the neighbor
giving love and hope.

Knowing I am called,
I surrender to my God
all I am to be.